Back from Rushi camp!!

One more weeks to go!!! I am going to start my second semester soon. Hopefully I will enjoy it as much as I could during the first semester. My result was out yesterday and guess what i have for my COMM? It is I which means incomplete. Don't ask me the meaning as I don't know what happened as well. Most of my friends have failed it and hopefully i will at least get a P2 for it after it is completed.

The buddhist camp is rather enjoyable. I met a lot of new friends from all over the world like Japan, Vietnam, Indonesia and Hong Kong. the camp reminds me of the days when I was one of the commitees organising the similar youth camp in Tampin buddhist accosiation. I am quite suprised that they only organised the camp for two times before this as their events and games are really interesting and meaningful. It is really one of the most enjoyable camp I ever had. A great job! I learnt a lot from the camp and hopefully I manage to use all the knowledge I gain in my life.

Being one of the buddhist I am learn how to deal with death ( the ultimate problems ) and all sorts of problem that we used to have. However, with my affliction, I still can't control myself well enough to remain peaceful all the time. I really hope that one day I can achieve what I want to and bring happiness to the people around me just like the laughing buddha. Death. I suppose most of the teenager wouldn't think about this problem until they get old one day. I am lucky to find my own solution to overcome the death. Have you find yours? If you haven't, NOW is the perfect time for you to think about it. Don't think that you have a lot of time to think about it later because if you don't make a move now, you might regret later. Tomorrow will always be a mystery and who knows our life will end by tomorrow? Think about it seriously.

Find your peace in your heart. Then you will find your own way to live happily. First, we need to answer two questions.

What is life?

What is the ultimate goal of your life?

Me?

I am sure you know my answer if you followed my post.


My ultimate goal of life..

Obviously, Pure land....

AMTB..

^^

Holiday starts!!

My holiday starts with a birthday party for Hooi lie after the toughest paper, COMM. Agr!!! Whatever it is, my holiday mood starts when I was doing the paper. I even fall asleep when I was doing my summary.. Speechless..

Holiday is the best time for us to relax and keep our minds away from all the books, assignments and tests. Holiday allow me to sleep more, play more and have my mind relax more.. I know you understand why I like holiday so much. Who doesn't like?

My writing skill is regressing... So do my speaking skill. These are all due to my laziness. Having no particular mood or enthusiasm to write, I neglected my blog for a long time. I feel extremely remorseful when i read somebody else blog. The way they present their life, the words they used really makes me indulge in a virtual world of language. I wonder... would I have the skill to create my own language world? But anyway, I will just sui yuan and try my best now.. So that i won't feel bad trying and trying again.

I will pass my first week of holiday walking around adelaide and know more about the city I am living in. Wildlife park, shopping centre and any places that can arouse my interest shall wait for my presence in these few days. I have prepared my bus tickets and here we go!! ^^

The second week is for buddhist camp organised by zhu lin temple. It is a youth camp which allow us to know more about buddhism and try some meditation. My mom is worried about the style they are using as I, the follower of pure land style, shall focus on chanting the amituofo buddha's name and not confusing myself with other methods. However, there will be no obstacles as I am the one who is controlling my mind. I will just chant amituofo while doing meditation and everything will be prefect!! This will be a good chance for me to train my chatting skill. ^^ yeah~

Third week is still blank and free from any plan. I will just spend some time with te ying and my friends.. If I will have any plan, I will tell you all.

That is the plan for my holiday. Lets have fun~ cheers~

阿弥陀佛。

十方三世一切佛，一切菩萨摩诃萨。辛苦你们了……
我现在才了解你们的辛苦，真的是谢谢你们，辛苦你们了……
佩服佩服，真的是佩服得五体投地……

原谅我这个没用的弟子，不能帮你们分担，弟子惭愧，还没有能力……
弟子发愿，如果有幸在此生成就，一定会为救度众生为事业。。

阿弥陀佛。

We are together..

Sometimes i wonder.. Should I continue to do that? Should I continue to sacrifice? I am learned to be tolerent. But I think soemtimes we really need to show to them that we are together as a team. Not playing solo. If we lose, we will lose together. Therefore every single team member have to take responsibility about the losing.

Hrm.. I think I need to practice more and learn more.. So that I will know what should I do in whatever circumstances. I really need to learn hard...

Study break

Cold.. is the first word that comes into my mind everyday. Winter is here and I miss the warm weather in Malaysia. Although the temperature is just about 12 celcius, it is cold enough to make me shiver everytime i wake up from my sweet warm quilt!!

Study break last for two weeks and all we can do during this 'holidays' are just studying. Er... Some games and movies in the mean time are always favorable!! haha. Looking forward to winter break but I am worry about the coming exam.. Life is full of exam.. And everyone worry about that.

Friends, all of you are now going to university. Some of you are satisfied and some of you are not. Whatever the results are, let enjoy our uni life while we still can. No matter where you all go, we will still meet each other during CNY!! Yeah!! Looking forward to december!!

我流泪了……

在电脑面前，

当想到妈妈和爸爸在几年后就退休，

我忍不住流泪了。

你们一定要保重！！

T.T

The Call

By: sweeter
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder'
Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger'
Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

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淡边啊淡边~ 你总是那么的迷人。

一个位于马六甲和森美兰州边界的小镇，
一个不起眼的小镇，

没有大大的shopping centre,
只有那几间五脏俱全的百货公司和没人去的Giant。

没有多多的餐馆，
只有那几间好吃又简单的食馆。( 日香楼，金元宝--最常去的餐馆）

没有多高的山，
只有那一座一直守护着那里的淡边山。

没有多精彩的夜生活，
只有那二十四小时的mamak 档和那晚上十二时才开的satay 档。

没有多惊人的cyber cafe,
只有那一间每天都有烟味的extreme。

没有多少的娱乐，
只有在晚上才有人的futsal court。

没有多高的建筑物，
只有那四层楼的tampin square。

没有多奇怪的人，
只有半夜十二点去马六甲的学生。

没有多聪明的人，
只有可以把sejarah 课本背完的人。

没有多好笑的人，
只有冷笑话最多的人。（我好高兴有他。）

没有多坏的人，
只有骂脏话骂到很好笑的人，

没有多热情的人，
只有说话说通宵的人。

没有多冷的人，
只有很‘痹’的人。

没有多厉害说话的人，
只有‘车大炮’一流的人。

没有多迷人的狗，
只有可爱又聪明的小狗。

没有多少的帅哥美女，
只有那热情的朋友。

没有多奇怪的天气，
只有那可爱的风。


没有多豪华的酒店，
只有那……





温暖的家。

淡边我爱你！！